Open Question: why do some people seem to have all the luck and others just get shit?

I am a 47 years old and all my Christian life has been sad, loss, disappointment and regret. So I would like to start from scratch in the lives of my heart was broken once again began to fatigue tired tired tired of falsely taking advantage of injury and use. Do not say that there is depression of the Hong Kong Institute of Vocational Education attempt to do so, let my life counselling.tried to god.will I have to rest, or I am destined to always be in my pain medicine. There might be some hidden reason the universe exists, I suffer through this terrible